i almost forgot how it felt like to expel acid from the mouth. the sour. the bitter. the pain. it's the things that you have no control over that you frustrate about. how true it is when i say i have no control over what happens to my physical self. how true it is to say that i can die, wilt or crumble at any moment, whether it is of my choice or not. sometimes, we have to accept the unpredictability of life.

however strange as it may seem, it is through this enlightenment on life's uncertainty, that i have finally realised and come to cherish an invaluable truth.

good friends are forever. in our pursuits to 'obtain' the most number of friends, to be the most popular and recognized, we have slowly, unknowingly forgotten the genuine meaning of friendship. is a friend a variable that is to be counted, filed away and organized according to monetary/social worth?

friend
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.

or is a friend someone whom you are able to share your whole life with. your secrets, your feels, your dreams.

John 15:13
'Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. '