black hole sun
won't you come
and wash away the rain

i've changed much since graduating from secondary school. it's quite significant actually, now that certain issues have altered my racial stances and i no longer can be considered neutral.

hanging around the same people everyday really affected my original values, and while i admit that i am enlightened on certain outlooks toward treating others, i have no idea whether i've changed for the better. too often already, i've been judging books by their covers, and i've realised this because it's beginning to create conflicts between the values i treasure and inevitably i've been put on the spot where i have to make a choice.

right now, i'm still deliberating my stance. i think i have to stop being a hypocrite. i cannot be a jerk anymore.