.. and, i think i'll end my blogging career here and now. the worse thing in ages happened to me today. gossiping and being caught red-handed by the centre of discussion. gosh the odds of being struck by lightning are higher.

1st clarification: andre wasn't mentioned at all, which brings in me doubts as to whether you even heard correctly.

2nd clarification: paul and josh were the listeners, thus i absorb all blame.

3rd clarification: all i made was one comment, and it was a rather general statement about something i felt was true.

i admit, it was gossip through and through. however your reaction was rather melodramatic. no effort to clarify the matter was made, your assumptions were quite bold and the fact that you were willing to severe all ties by just one careless remark shows really the nature of our relationship.

i'm not saying that i'm in the right, or you're in the wrong. i'm just saying that gossiping is something so common it's unavoidable, and everybody is guilty of it even if it is the most minute and insignificant of examples. surely it does not deserve the treatment you have imposed. i'm not about to make this a hate message, so i'll save my thoughts for myself and focus on the matter at hand. i know you detest backstabbers, thus i'm apologetic for talking behind your back.

i want to resolve this and i hope you accept my apology, after which life goes on.