Monday, July 7

this is not the greatest song in the world, no this is just a tribute

EXAMS SUCK.

that said, i couldn't find a northrop f5 tiger model at toys r us! there was the f16 fighting falcon and the a-4 skyhawk, but there wasn't a single f5. NOO now i don't know what to give my flying instructor as a thank you gift, plus simultaneously getting him to sign my cas documents heh.

i'm thinking alot about what i'm going to do in the future now, as in career and tertiary education wise. you know getting a government scholarship and being a high flier sounds so attractive if i can actually pull it off.

the SAF Overseas Scholarship states that after ns i am fully subsidized for all course/enrolment fees + airfare + tuition fees + accommodation + allowance while i study in an overseas university, at the same time i would be drawing pay as an saf officer cadet trainee of around 2k a month during the entire duration of my studies. that sounds mega cool. seriously. and the minimum criteria is to get 40 for my ib exams, that sounds really do-able.

you know what i have to do, first stop thinking that anything prestigious and above me equates something impossible and thus not worthwhile to give a shot. well, that gets me all the time. i don't think i'll get it anyway so i might as well give up now. that happens all the time, and you know what everytime i look back i regret. well, at least this time i got my private pilot's license and a first in a very long time i felt a great sense of satisfaction.

i know i can study and do well, its just the mental strength i lack that actually pulls me away from doing what i need to do the most. and distractions keep popping out just when you thought you got over the last one, it always does :/ i need someone to keep me in check, someone i can see and touch, on top of the living God, that would really help me greatly.

anyway, i've thought about it and being a fighter pilot would be very satisfying. its a darn cool occupation please. haha, paid to do something i enjoy, i like that. of course i wouldn't mind being a rockstar, but i'll be a pilot first. now i just need to get the grades to get the scholarship and then pray to God i pass the pilot medical. the career guy i approached totally convinced me that i want to be a pilot haha, and he totally convinced me to buff up. while some people may disagree on me taking protein and calories to gain weight, i'm totally going to do it (with supervision and care).

so glad exams are over, yet i dread school starting all over again. gagaga. i <3 tenacious d and the greatest song in the world's tribute!

things to do: buff up, study, clear homework.

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