you know it's one thing to say you enjoyed the opportunity to serve in the youth camp committee, and a whole different thing to say you want to do it again. somehow i missed the experience of being an ordinary camper. there's alot of unsorted after-camp thoughts running through my head right now, but being lazy i shan't go to the extent of sorting them out and writing every single detail down.

staying awake was one of the daunting tasks that i faced the entire duration of camp. HA. and without coffee at that. i'm just glad everyday debriefs and briefing for the next day lasted short enough for sufficient rest. have i mentioned, IT WAS A GREAT CAMP :D that is backed by many many testimonies. somehow that thought brings about a certain gratifying satisfaction, not that i am one who is ambitious and embraces a job well done. but, i feel i don't have alot of things going on in my life now that i can be proud of, thus my euphoria towards the outcome of camp :) if not for planning and executing camp and my flying activities, i think it would be safe to say i wasted my holidays..

right now it feels as if a certain part of my daily living is absent :/ and i'm having dilemmas about relationship issues :/ grr, or am i just thinking a tat too much..