and break the truth with more bad news he left a scar, size extra large

Tue, Nov 4 - Physics Paper 1 (1hr), Physics Paper 2 (2hr15)
Wed, Nov 5 - Physics Paper 3 (1hr15)
Thu, Nov 6 -
Fri, Nov 7 - Maths Paper 1 (2hr)
Sat, Nov 8 -
Sun, Nov 9 -
Mon, Nov 10 - Maths Paper 2 (2hr)
Tue, Nov 11 - Chem Paper 1 (0hr45), Chem Paper 2 (1hr15)
Wed, Nov 12 - Chem Paper 3 (1hr), English Paper 1 (1hr30)
Thu, Nov 13 - English Paper 2 (1hr30), Maths Paper 3 (1hr)
Fri, Nov 14 -
Sat, Nov 15 -
Sun, Nov 16 -
Mon, Nov 17 -
Tue, Nov 18 -
Wed, Nov 19 - Econs Paper 1 (1hr), Econs Paper 2 (1hr)
Thu, Nov 20 - Econs Paper 3 (2hr)
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14 papers in 17 days and 19 and a half hours of examinations, not bad, and the subjects are clustered together which makes recalling facts and revision so much easier, unlike during prelims when i had to recall physics and econs stuff after a week. there's also a huge break between econs and the rest, which is ideal for maximum mugging, but i think 5 days is a tat too much. if it were shorter, exams would be over sooner.

i'm aiming for 41 raw score now :/ that would mean 41/42, i'm allowing just one point to be dropped in english. my mum says i should just aim high so should i fall it wouldn't be so drastic. it makes sense, but in the end if i try my best and don't hit the spot there's nothing i can do. oh man i hope prelims results won't deal a blow to me and knock me off momentum.

andand i was so relieved after prelims ended i forgot to write to rachel. now i feel bad and i'm half blogging half writing.

i think i took too long a break, i haven't done much since prelims ended on monday. i have played dota, soccer, wii and watched alot of television. today i was aching all over my lower body and was so lethargic from flu and a headache i didn't do anything at all. if not for a good session with my cousin, i would feel like a total bum again. at least now i'm a little better in vectors and functions, if thats any consolation for almost a week of relaxing.

i'll probably start the cycle again on sunday. so until 20th november, i'll be living in seclusion and seeking enlightenment on how everything in ib works. you won't see me here until 20th at least, time to activate 100% concentration, 100% commitment and 100% motivation.

if you want to help me concentrate, please do any (if not all) of the following:
1) offer monetary incentives (assets can be negotiated)
2) help me out when i have questions regarding physics,maths,chem,econs,etc
3) pray for me
4) don't distract me

:D

that said and done i'm off.