Mach 2.5+

i spent a day at the saf career center and boy is it boring. once i signed my deeds and enlistment form, the rest of the day was free and easy provided i stay within the confinements of the building.

so i ended up reading every darn recruitment brochure :) and still i had time to spare. plenty of time.

i'm officially a pilot trainee with rsaf now :D i really really really can't wait to start flying, but that won't happen for at least a good 5 months as i stay grounded in singapore. which actually gives me alot of time to plan out what i want to learn during this period and what i'll eventually leave behind when i go to australia for at least 6 months.

i'm thinking of someone now, but she now resides in a foreign land and my thoughts cannot actualize. i realize how i've been blindly foolish. i looked at the recent events occurring around me from a third-person's perspective, much like a reader reading a novel written in the narrative, where i realize how dumb some of the narrator/protagonist's actions can be. i'd judge him, and start coming up with instant alternatives and solutions. i just did that a moment ago, to myself, oh boy. i really am a crappy person when it comes to relationship man, sometimes i find myself doing things that i'd regret 5 seconds later but find it almost impossible to rectify thereafter. i'm a fool.

i'm a fool.