supermassive black hole

i'm really slacking now. my eyes twitch and my body itches, wanting to go through intensive regimentation. i think i miss army.

stay out. i don't even have to stay in camp now. i'm posted to Air Force Training Command (AFTC), formerly known as Air Force School. i'm a cadet awaiting course, so basically i sit around and read book, lean against wall, surf internet, play itouch. i'll be doing this for an indefinite amount of time, ranging from 1 month to 4 months. man, i'm imagining the NSFs who want to be in my shoes now..

in all honesty, i am not enjoying this, as great as it sounds. first, i don't get to go brunei. i have to go through another round of physical conditioning in order to go brunei in the future. all my course mates and friends are going to commission earlier than me. have i mentioned this is not the first time my progression has been delayed :/

and if worse comes to worst, my medical review should fail, i'm going to have a permanent down pes. no more officership, pilot career, regular pay. i'll probably become air force clerk, 8 to 530. thats hard to swallow.

i miss hawk coy, delta wing, air wing.

hilary left already. it was so brief. i'll remember the SLR, the old man who composed great chorale pieces and cabbing many many times -smile-

glaciers melting in the dead of night
and the superstar's sucked into the

supermassive black hole