i'm sorry i disappeared for quite awhile.

i see my last post was the 21st of november, and its like the 16th of december now. and i haven't been coming online very often which explains why people think i've disappeared.

nope, i haven't gone overseas. the last 7 days was spent at plmgss, YOUTH CAMP '06! and before that.. i can't quite remember :)

youth camp was a blessing. it truly was. even if i gave you a full review and tell you it wasn't as good as last year's, it still had the same spiritual impact every previous youth camp had. it wasn't as fun, but i felt closer to God. i guess the fun isn't all that matters. and now that i'm back home, it feels like reality punched me in the face, and you wish that you never stepped out of plmgss.

i thank my group for being my group (in no order of merit) --
x) christl, for leading, guiding and smiling
x) nicolette, for laughing and poking at me
x) david, for the jokes, humour and voice impersonations
x) charissa, for sharing her knowledge of korean boy bands and japanese anime
x) joshua, same
x) victoria, for slapping my hand and drawing on me
x) amelia, for getting married to me, and then divorcing me again
x) jasmine, for being my grand-carer
x) daniel, for teaching me peculiar korean words
x) cassandra, for cheering us on
x) kar wei, for being very caring
x) nathaniel, for sharing my fork and spoon and cup
x) deborah, for making a lot of noise
x) kenji, for making time with us even as the camp commandant
x) matthias, for being there even during the midst of exams
x) delvin, i hope you get well soon
x) janelle, for being there on the first day

other people on my thank list include --
x) worship team wednesday!
x) youth camp committee '06
x) my carer and caree, goh yue and samantha
x) my dorm guys for their cooperation. CLEANEST DORM AWARD!
x) my mentee jiaming

i feel changed, well i hope i've changed. despite the rainy days, the speaker's dry jokes and the early lights out timings, i enjoyed camp. the fellowship, the prayer and praise, and God. now i just have to carry out what i've learnt at camp, which may need constant reminders and a hardened perseverance, but with God's grace i know i will.

it's time to clean my closets for God.