here comes goodbye

i owe an email and an apology. life got tougher this week: tiring journeys to and from work, queer demanding superiors, inflexible office rules and work work work. i miss aftc already. i was conferred the title of 'project officer' earlier this week. and i've been ranting to the office clerks about aftc compared to mindef all week long, haha. i mean, my new place only allows one break other than lunch break: in the morning for breakfast. no breaks in the afternoon at all. theres plenty of office gossip and politics circling around as well. the tasks i'm doing now come intermittently, quite frustrating. the nature of task: menial, unproductive, and sometimes making no sense. obviously i would prefer aftc, but come to think of it, i'm grateful that i'm not in ocs staying-in. stay-out life is actually very satisfying, once you get a taste of it, you never want to go back.

now i cannot do whatever i want whenever i want, which was the big plus point about aftc. bleah. no more youtubing, ebuddying, emailing, battlefield2, falconfour. sian ttm.

fortunately, weekends exist (: soccered today, and i discovered again that my fitness and stamina have dropped, not to mention i still have phlegm. it was also my grandma's birthday today and we had our family dinner at tampines near their place. finally, i'm looking forward to a due letter and good company, sunday should be good (:

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music like this romanticize emotion