i'm convinced

okayy, so i haven't been doing nothing for the past few days, weeks..

kinda slack, here there everywhere. you know what i mean. oh wait you don't. nevermind.

i've been feeling down lately, the common tests and the inability to complete the question problem, its just getting into my head. i'm very sure i'm going to fail my maths, both maths. all the exercises look very easy yes, but its a disguise i tell you. maths is hard, inside out vice versa. i'm convinced i'm gonna fail.

whine and sigh. yeah, thats probably what you'r gonna hear from me for the past few days, or weeks. maybe months. i could have worked harder, i should have. i'm convinced i'm gonna fail.

i'm sorry

hey,

i feel kinda guilty. i haven't been going to Yf for 5 weeks now. thats like a month plus.. i guess i'm abit lazy, haven't been making time for God. sorry

i'm not going today too. common tests are just around the corner on monday. guilty again. so stressed, HMT on monday! ahh

anyway, i'll be playing for worship next week. i hope i'll make it up then.

Common Tests

common tests aren't so common

the one coming up this friday is my first this year. its kinda uncommon or maybe even

rare

but anyway, i hate those tests. they test your ability to stay away from the com for like days. thats hard, i admit. i really am worried.. physics, chem and maths. all the plus minus log functions quadratic simultaneous linear velocity calcium power hydroxide bull crap is making my head swirl.

dizzy

okayy anyway, i'm preparing for the common tests. hope i get a good enough grade to satisfy my mums hunger for nagging, so she won't nag.

yay, good plan