oh my

wilbur is officially in PinkFudge as cellist and keyboard player! now the 'i need a hand' problem is finally resolved. then matthew can let wilbur play the keyboard! yay. so happy =D

and group4 bbq is in 1 week 3 days! happy now hilary? ;)

drop dead.. gorgeous

when i was expecting one hour of solid soccer. i got instead, 4000m of running. cross country it seems, is next week. so disappointed and dejected, i ran. and ran and ran and ran. before i stopped to tie my shoe laces. and then ran again.

got interviewed by guitar comm. i actually said i wanted to be secretary. well, dunno what gave me that idea. at least its much better than being logistics manager.

finally, i cut my hair. as hilary says, i'm officially a skinhead. whatever that means.

letting go

with my maths assignment finally completed and chinese coursework done, i feel a large burden lifted off my shoulders.

that reminds me, i'v been too slack for this past seven months. homework done last minute, assignments handed in late, tests not studied for. mann.

the hundreds of hours i indulge myself in using the com. the free periods i spend playing soccer at the court. not practising my piano, getting scolded during lessons. its no wonder my mum's upset.

slacking during group works, blamed by group members. slacking during duty, self guilt. its no wonder people see me as a slacker. well i am.

the immature feelings i create within myself, the time i spent thinking about impressing others when i could use it to study. i think its time to let go. of all my troubles and wishful desires. focus on the present, the objective. study hard. glorify him.

let go.

i'm going to enjoy PE tomorrow. energized, pumped. i'm going to kick some soccer balls.

bald

man.

i just cut my hair on sunday. now i have to get it cut again by friday. the things you have to do for ncc.

looks like i'l only be having 5% of my original hair left. but looking on the bright side, having a crew cut is kinda cool. everyone will be touching your head for the nice pokey feeling.

i'l miss my fringe alot alot. but until i get it back, i'l just have to wear a cap.

byee hair.

jerk it out

yay.

i changed my layout! bcos hilary changed hers and jana changed hers. so i'l be very extra if i continue to hang on to the group4 layout that hilary made. i'm following by example, so not my fault. right?

anyway, i changed the song too, if you haven't already noticed. jerk it out!

and for those who don't already know who <-that is, its thierry henry! arsenal soccer legend! top scorer epl! france national team number one choice striker! mann, i'v been wanting to do this layout for ages.

jerk it out!

sweet

what a day

i was wearing edmund's right shoe and wesley's left shoe throughout the entire day. edmund wearing my right shoe and wesley my left. edmund's orange nike shoe is so small, but so cool. and wesley's was just too big. wilbur and matthew also joined in the fun. haha, started vandalising each other's arms with love messages and nice drawings.

still have them on my arms and legs. and shao wei lent me gutterflower and bleed american. yay.

making this short. cos i still have 10 chinese jian bao to do by tomorrow!

ah

The Date

You're a failure
No I'm not
Take a stand here
Is that all you've got?

You've got to be a man
Brave, courageous, strong
Show the others
You have brains not just brawn

You've got to take your time
Pick the right day
Wait for an opportunity
To impress your date

Look up, smile sweetly
And make her day
Sweep her off her feet
While time ticks away

So all you've got to do
Is be yourself
You're not a failure
No you're not

You've got to be a man
Brave, courageous, strong
You've got to seize the day
And make it all yours

***

haha, i managed this in 15 minutes using the library com during recess. i was desperate to complete it as language arts lesson was just a few periods away. paul chu said he loved it, and doubted that i had the capabilities to do up something like that in 15 minutes. haha paul you'r wrong.

the title was kindly suggested by wilbur cos i couldn't think of anything.

gee, i think my phone has gone haywire. thanks to yanhan who dropped it hard on the road and still blames me for it. now it doesn't send messages whenever it doesn't want to. it switches off by itself at regular intervals. and it is lagging real bad.

looks like i HAVE to send it for repair.

my sunshine girl

finally! haha i'v finally completed the lyrics for my sunshine girl. oh man, i think this'l be better than irreversible. here goes.

this feels like heaven
i love you deeper than the oceans
your smile brightens up my bad days
all i need now is you
all i need now is you

my sunshine girl. all i want to do is hold you
take up your hand, kneel down and propose to you
i want you as my wife, i want to have kids with you
no one's stopping me today, cos' i want you
my sunshine girl. whoa
my sunshine girl. whoa

its seven in the morning
i wake her up, and took her to the park
looked into her eyes, and held her hands
i told her i had something to say
so listen carefully
so listen carefully
will you marry me?

my sunshine girl. all i want to do is hold you
take up your hand, kneel down and propose to you
i want you as my wife, i want to have kids with you
no one's stopping me today, cos' i want you
my sunshine girl. whoa
my sunshine girl. whoa

she said yes.
she said yes.
she said yes.
she said YES!

my sunshine girl. all i want to do is hold you
take up your hand, kneel down and propose to you
i want you as my wife, i want to have kids with you
no one's stopping me today, cos' i want you
my sunshine girl. whoa
my sunshine girl. whoa

my sunshine girl.

corny lyrics but yarr i just love it.

what the world will never take

with all i'm holding inside
wilth all my hopes and desires
and all the dreams that i've dreamt

with all i'm hoping to be
and all that the world will bring
and all that fails to compare

you say you want all of me
i wouldn't have it any other way
i've got a Saviour and he's living in me
whoa!

i wanna know..
i wanna know..
you today!

and you're the best thing that has happened to me
and the world will never take
the world will never take you away

no one could ever take you away

gee, i love this song.

not to mention the whole 'look to you' album. and the 'salvation prayer' at the back:

Dear Lord Jesus,

I come to you today and confess that i need you. Please come into my heart, Jesus, be my Lord and Saviour. Wash me, cleanse me, and forgive me of all my sins. Thank you for giving me a brand new start. Today i open my life to you, i am now a child of the King.

Amen.

its the same one on their 'more than life' album :)) and the dvd was so inspirational i could cry.

anyway, moving away. foa was better than expected. at least i didn't mess up my duet. it was fun. hee. election of new guitar comm members. i know i wont be part of it, especially when all the sec4s see me as a slacker. miss ng also.

hilary actually took a photo of me on the chair! so malu

wow

guess what.

i think i just failed my chinese oral.

and i stumbled upon treasure! 1GB of mp3 in library com 19 and 20! haha talk about coincidence. quick fingers and love for music made me transfer ALL of it into my player ;)

foa in two days, don't remind me :))

whee-ew

first time i played basketball in two years. as usual, i had to play baretop together with matt, edmund and yanhan. prefect rules again.

first time i applied gel to my hair in three years. i don't ever want my hair so stiff again.

prefect's dinner 2005 was a success! way to go dinner comm. just glad that there weren't any screw ups. had a finger-licious dinner and wonderfulous time.

then again foa is this friday. nervous?

not ;)

soccer mania

haha.

for the first time in weeeks i had so much fun :))

today was the finale of the IB Symposium. we didn't present in the end, so our efforts were kinda wasted. hee, but i was slacking so i didn't put in much effort, as usual ;)

ncc day today also, sad to say. but it was the slackest one so far. no marching for me, just bossing the sec ones and twos around :) hahaa its kinda fun.

guitar was quite a bore. four hours, what can one expect. haha, but the thing that was funny was that after guitar, miss ng realised that the guitar room was locked from the inside, with no one inside! we were rehearsing foa at cpa then, haha and all our bags and stuff were all in the guitar room. haha, so funny, and this isn't the first time this locked door thingie happened.

so, since we were locked out. nothing to do. we put down our guitars outside the guitar room. saw timothy's soccer ball on the floor. someone kicked it. another tackled him. another blocked his way. another joined in. and so it started. haha, we were running along the corridor outside the guitar room. tackling kicking pushing dribbling past each other. each man for himself. trying to keep the possesion of the ball away from the other dozen of guys. it was so fun. we chased all the way to the classroom corridor, back, and fro again.

haha, finally stopped when the guitar room door was finally open. sweating real bad. i was hot ;) oops haha okie. ego*

so fun! just conferenced with hilaWHEE and meloWHEE. na was busy, bernard too. looks at watch* its kinda late. haha okiee thats all, niteyy

WHEE

SYO's concert was yesterday. after school, me and matt had five whole hours to burn away. spent the first half an hour at the library listening to mp3. bored, so we decided to record our song since we had plenty of time. where better to record a song than in the guitar room! so we grabbed the keys from miss ng and snatched the room all for the two of us!

haha we owned the guitar room. it was just me.. and matt. handstands, cartwheels.. hee we started doing all sorts of stuff. haha matt was trying to frontflip after seeing me frontflip, but everytime he goes up he falls down ;) practise makes perfect, learn from edmund. haha and i did a record 18 sec handstand, kinda amateur but yaa, its for starters :)) and we started on 'Irreversible'. no singing that day though, just recording matt's piano solo. he's pro, what can you say about someone who got full marks for mep practical ;)

Irreversible Piano Solo [right-hand click and 'save target as..' to download]

after hours of fun, we headed for cityhall. ate at bk before heading to VCH at raffles place. concert was above normal standard, hee the soloist so pro. more pro than matt ;) played worms with matt, dozed off, woke up and clapped. couldn't wait to go home. when my mum said she coulndn't fetch me, i nearly fainted. that means walking to the mrt station, taking mrt to serangoon and taking bus and walking few hundred metres. faint.

me paul eugene and jason went to jurong east today to do the IB symposium thingie. took lotsa pictures! haha it was fun. tomorrow its going to be at eugene's house during school hours ;)

and hilary insists i'm not a slacker :)

whee

best of you;

I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Oh.. Oh.. Oh..

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...


this song simply is nice.

irreversible

i never knew this could be so difficult
i just wish that time could undo itself, the way that it was before
i want to touch your hands again, one more time (one more time)
i want to experience the love you gave, one last time (one last time)

this is the end, of my road
its irreversible, nothing can be done
the time we spent together, was but a memory
beautiful memory, long lost memory
irreversible

i'm trying to forget, your voice and all your traits
its been months, since i last saw you and you last loved me
you broke my heart, into thousand shattered pieces
like a bullet in the head (in the head)

this is the end, of my road
its irreversible, nothing can be done
the time we spent together, was but a memory
beautiful memory, long lost memory
irreversible

matt, can't wait to meet up on monday, if you'r free to record the song!