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i can't remember the last time i missed a week of school. lets see, sars?

yes, poning school legally is a rare opportunity to come by, especially if its more than a week :) but, considering i've missed almost four hours of maths in total, missed a test and a re-test, felt super dizzy and bad for more than 72 hours. is it worth it?

i don't ever want my head at 39 degrees for 72 hours no more :( seriously it feels bad.

now i gotta study for the two tests and make-up for the lessons i've missed. especially a maths omgosh. i have no clue on differentiation, not a bit. wesley can vouch.

and whats more, i'm still having a headache, which can't be good cos i can't concentrate. i feel weak when i climb the stairs, i have little appetite plus i'm coughing like crazy. what i need now, is a miracle.

don't you think so too?

believe

i'm down with high fever. serious headache, and swollen eyes.

going back to school tomorrow. or if my condition worsens, another few days perhaps. bleah.

as life tends to eternity

i had fun yesterday. i saw matthew SO happy for the first time. i can't help but feel happy back. he played like a prodigy i remember, his fingers so quick, emotions flow free. i couldn't help but feel nervous for him i don't know why. maybe, just maybe it meant how important he was to me. he was my friend. is and will be.

GREAT JOB MATTHEW :)

i could never play the piano like you do, never ever.

in loving memory

its a school holiday tomorrow!

i'm going to buy my guitar!

three tests got postponed!

playing lan!

what more could i ask for? a date perhaps :)

on broken wings i'm

i now proclaim my favourite band ALTER BRIDGE!

haha i'm stuck to broken wings. you never notice the emotions of a song until you actually learn how to play it. i'v been playing it for the past few hours and i can't seem to stop :)

valentines day is tomorrow, not like i have anything to do with it but, shouldn't the afternoon be free for lovers to meet or something. CCA until six just ISN'T RIGHT :(

alas, i shall save my whines for the president.

my lover.

i heard this poem, the meaning cuts deep.

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I slept but my heart was awake.
Listen! My lover is knocking:
"Open to me, my sister, my darling, my flawless one.
My head is drenched with dew,
my hair with the dampness of the night."

I have taken off my robe
must I put it on again?
I have washed my feet
must i soil them again?

My lover thrust his hand through the latch-opening;
my heart began to pound for him.

I arose to open for my lover,
and my hands dripped with myrrh,
my fingers with the flowing myrrh,
on the handles of the lock.

I opened for my lover,
but my lover had left; he was gone.
My heart sank at his departure.
I looked for him but did not find him.
I called him but he did not answer.

~

doesn't make an impact? well it seems that way, unless i tell you.

Songs of Solomon 5:2-6.

HAPPY HAPPY!

GUESS WHAT.

I ACTUALLY GOT AN A2 FOR O LEVELS CHINESE!

i'm so so so so happy :) i didn't even expect an A at all, not even a single bit. hoping i would at least pass, i was so relieved when they announced that there were no failures.

that altered my expectations a little bit. but i had a bad feeling i would be getting a C, B3 would be a great consolation for me. but instead, I GOT AN A2! :) :) ;)

i even had distinction for my aural! haha i still can't believe it.

for rewards, hardcore hamachi tonight :)

dead beat.

two tests and i'm already tired.

finally changed my skin back to my old one.

not much to say, can't think of any actually. blogging this days seems more like a chore than a form of entertainment, i don't know why. hmm.

i finally have enough money! yay, me gonna get a guitar. whoohoobeedoo :)

repeat

it seems my thoughts are beginning to weave into a repetitive cycle. wake up, study, socialize, feed, rest. wake up, study, socialize, feed, rest. wake up, study, socialize, feed, rest.

its getting boring, but then again what can i do about it.

and oh, MEL YOU SING GREAT! (:

i made a new friend today. yay.

john

and the holidays are over.

oh how i love hong baos. they brighten up my day. they put a smile on my face, may it be in ringgit or dollars, its all the same (:

life is.

back to norm.