haha i like this conversation (:

going to get my license soon. VERY SOOOON!

oh my i'm feeling emotional right now. it's almost a year since my first flight on the sixth of may, that day i flew an air familiarisation flight with ng ct. yesterday i flew my entire fht (final handling test) profile with ng ct, and he was the same joking person i flew with a year ago. maybe abit more joking now. i'm damn freaking glad i freaking passed my freaking FHT. haha! full pass somemore. it was literally the most intense four and a half hours of my life.

FREEDOM AND LIBERATION <3

ok i'm tired of blogging already. plus i don't know how to express my exceedingly abundant joy in words. bye.

crunch time. STRESSS.

i haven't been this scared
in a long time
and i'm so unprepared
so here's your valentine
bouquet of clumsy words
a simple melody
this world's an ugly place
but you're so beautiful..

i like blink 182 songs, they make me happy when i'm sad.

haha i <3 my new phone. in two weeks i'll be a certified pilot!

black hole sun
won't you come
and wash away the rain

i've changed much since graduating from secondary school. it's quite significant actually, now that certain issues have altered my racial stances and i no longer can be considered neutral.

hanging around the same people everyday really affected my original values, and while i admit that i am enlightened on certain outlooks toward treating others, i have no idea whether i've changed for the better. too often already, i've been judging books by their covers, and i've realised this because it's beginning to create conflicts between the values i treasure and inevitably i've been put on the spot where i have to make a choice.

right now, i'm still deliberating my stance. i think i have to stop being a hypocrite. i cannot be a jerk anymore.

i had my tok presentation on monday. i dropped dead when i reached home and missed dinner. yesterday i dropped dead when i reached home and i missed dinner again.

today i had personal math remedial 3 on 1 with mr tan, which was uber helpful since now i understand what's going on with statistics. although i'm feeling very tired now, i won't drop dead.



saturday i went to st nicks funfair! there instead of fun o rama since acjc is so far away, even though it's just beside my school lol. everything was at sky-rocket prices, but i guess it's normal for a funfair. exclude the prices and the lack of activities to do without money, everything else was fun (: