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well i am bored, and have limited time on the comp..

I managed to sort it out with my parents. I finally realised what my problem is, I'm unmotivated. Whereas Eugene may be studying hard to determine a better career prospect, and Dalton just to show he's a nerd XD, I find no incentive in me studying hard.

Well, at least now I've got a point to prove: I'm smart okayy. I'm just slack :D

My total average for the mid-years is 64%, and I didn't fail any subject, fortunately. At least I improved from term one. Now, I'm going to invest my time in both maths. You know maths is a subject that cannot be grasped if you really can't, well I'm going to try to.

Well, you must be wondering: all talk no action, well I hope not :(

WORLD CUP FEVER! I'm supporting France! Brazil would probably win, but what the foo.

We had guitar comm meeting last Friday. Haha, Eugene decided to change Andre's title of Logistics to RESOURCE ADMINISTRATION MANAGER. Oh my sun. Then Shaun's now in charge of FINANCE AND ACCOUNTS, and Edwin's INSTRUMENTS AND FACILITIES MANAGER.

Fancy fancy fancy. Haha it sounds corny for a puny enselmble.

Three days to holidays! AAAHH

HENRY IS STAYING AT ARSENAL!

As I daringly predicted. Henry, in an honourable attempt to aid the squad's determination, chose to withhold his transfer decision. In doing this, the team would be increasingly motivated in the champions league, with success comes the ultimate prize of european glory and Henry's assurance. Woohoo. Sadly, though they faltered in their final attempt, Henry knew that Arsenal gave their all. The referee made the wrong decision, but its time to move on. The season at Ashburton Grove will be their best yet!

Now, i'm pondering on whether I should wait for the end of year to get my guitar, when there's a half-price discount at Swee Lee. This way, not only will I get the guitar, I will then also have enough money to buy a paddle. Whee. Hee, but i'm not the patient type, so thats giving me a headache. Headaches are bad, they give me white hair :(

I WANT A GUITAR
AND A PADDLE :(

Burn Baby Burn

You’re all I have in this teenage twilight
Your golden hair and pale blue eyes
But through all the days and the sleepless nights
We have never been satisfied
Tumbling like the leaves
Yeah we are spiralling on the breeze
Almost to the point of no return
Everything will BURN BABY BURN

Look into my tired eyes
See someone you don’t recognise
Binds that can’t be untied
Oh this is slow suicide
Feelings that I can’t disguise
And later we’ll be reconciled
Oh but something inside has died

You walk like you’re in a daze
Unresponsive eyes in a distant gaze
Like all the good times have flown away
And the memory leaves a bitter taste
Tumbling like the leaves
Yeah we are spiralling on the breeze
Destructive love is all we have
Destructive love is all I am

Look into my tired eyes
See someone you don’t recognise
Binds that can’t be untied
Oh this is slow suicide
Feelings that I cant disguise
And later we’ll be reconciled
Oh but something inside has died

Vicious bitter words
Becoming more and more cruel
But you always take me back
And let me lick your wounds
Tumbling like the leaves
Yeah we are spiralling on the breeze
Almost to the point of no return
Everything will BURN BABY BURN

Look into my tired eyes
See someone you don’t recognise
Binds that can’t be untied
Oh this is slow suicide
Feelings that I cant disguise
We’re living in a compromise
Oh but something inside has died

ITS NOT OVER NO. But what the heck, theres only two maths paper left and I've about covered everything.

I just can't resist the temptation of using the computer again, which explains this. I have this random yet rational feeling that I'll be playing soccer tomorrow. I haven't played a proper game since the exams started, excluding the two-on-two during yf last saturday.

I'M SO SURPRISED WALCOTT GOT SELECTED FOR THE ENGLAND TEAM. Who isn't? Whilst others may have an adverse feeling about the whole idea, I think the lad would probably perform well, maybe not at an international level yet. But, who knows, Rooney was 17 when he played in the euros. It'll be SUPER GOOD if Walcott turns out to be a prodigy, this way, at least there will be one decent striker left in Arsenal should Henry leave. no please..

I can't wait for the end of the mid-years. I don't understand why they have to delay the Amaths paper to next week, when they can schedule it for this thursday?! The faster I get this over with, the better. Then maybe it'll just boomerang back in my face when the results are released the following day :(

LIFE.

Anyway, I've been listening to The Used lately, and oh my foo are they emo.

Brothers and sisters
I'm right here with you
Cause everyone's got one
A story to kill me
I'm so apathetic in my resentment
Living, loving, knowing not

Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand
Take my hand

Take my..

LIFE

The take my hand part sounds retarded writing out like that. Haha but it ain't, you have to hear it to know it. EMO TO THE MAX. I somehow remember Melodie telling me to be careful of the subtle suicidal messages, oh well.. XD

Oh my I have have have to blog about this.

Today my mum and dad presented me with their joint birthday present: a wrapped up box.

Great. No guitar.

REALLY DISAPPOINTED, I went on to unwrap it, smiling at my mum while doing so, trying to hide my disappointment. Oh great, a piggy bank, and a real one at it. A kinda cute Pig that had 'University Fund' written on it.

Great. No guitar.

That probably meant that I had to start saving for one. BUT, on the car on the way to lunch at jack's place, with my mum, dad and brothers. My dad asked me whether I liked my present. It's cute, yes, but its not a guitar :( I said something like 'Yes' but really I didn't quite mean it. Then my dad popped the punchline: 'That cost us $400 you know.'

So much for a piggy bank, how the? Until it finally struck me.

MY MUM AND DAD ARE THE BESTEST!

oh and i got a hundred dollars from my grandma too :)

kk, thats about it.. HIATUS.