Sunday, May 25

awakening

when i close my eyes to this paradox place
i'll fly away, far away from here
i'll get away and dream, dream of you

when it's all said and done
and the night has come
i'll disappear, take flight on the wind of wishing you were here
fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years

and I'll fly, fly across the sky
and I'll leave, i'll leave it all behind
if you'll be here, here with me tonight
i'll be fine, i'll be fine
i'll be fine
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well i thought this song was appropriate. you'll be fine, just fine (:


andand i think this is the first in a long time i've put a title to my post. heh.

Friday, May 23

i stayed over at paul's house to watch the champions league finals last night. well half of me already knew united would win the double, the other half rationalized that it was still possible chelsea could stop the champions. hoho, you know what, it kind of sucks to support a non-winning team. especially when i get taunted at, simply because the club i support doesn't win trophies. well hello out of 20 clubs there can only be 1 winner, and what's the point if everyone supports the richest and most popular english club.

ok i'm sad arsenal didn't win anything again. but then again, the reason i feel for arsenal is not because they are the best on paper. it is because i respect the manager's principles, respected henry and the old team of 03/04, and i admire the young players that now make up the club. well if i'm going to mourn and continually feel bad about being an arsenal supporter, can you imagine what derby supporters are going through? heh. arsenal FTW.

anyway, today's the last day of term 2, and i'm freaking glad it is. yea although its 3 am now and i'm still doing work.

Monday, May 19

Sometimes I run, but I'm not afraid.
Why must you bring up all mistakes that I've made?
She makes me smile, then you come around.
The wind in her hair reflects the sunset I see.

You make it seem like it was yesterday.
But we've come a long way out of the rain.
Can't seem to figure out what happens after this.
Why can't I?

Why must you say I made a mess out of things?
I won't believe it.
Tonight feels right like I'm dancing on air.
I'll make it right, I'll make it right.
Pull over to the station and fill up on fuel.
And what will I do?

Sometimes I drive or ride with my eyes closed tight
because if the skyline looks this way then I don't want to sleep tonight.
Never giving up, always seeking light,
we must always try, try with all our might.

i love mae yellowcard daphne loves derby switchfoot copeland <3

Saturday, May 17

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

Saturday, May 10




i want them now! an epiphone les paul custom and a korg AX5G. i hope i'm not buying on impulse :/